Hey!

howdy? (it isn't for u, it's for the-man-who-confidently-won't-read-my-blog-till-hell-freezes-over)

yes, i write this for you.

happy birthday. (or in the short form is HB)

it's 02:36 AM- Malaysia time.

you're in UK if I'm not mistaken. specifically, urrrr.. I don't feel like mentioning the place.

Just so you know, since 2005, I haven't forgotten your birthday. and for every 03rd February, I can't close my eyes, nor doing anything to comfort me. My heart is like going to burst in any minute.

IMY....

It's not like I did that on purpose.

It just that, every time I see you around, I feel annoyed.

Why?

Don't ask me.

hey, haven't wrote much back then. Quite busy(when the fact is इ'm not actually) I'm just busy sleeping and buzzing around with myself. Damn bored here. I am.

anyway, just feeling like writing something to my blog, hereby,

"If the love affair is one-sided, then it's forever a question, never an answer, u can't live ur life, waiting for an answer."

sources: twenties girl by sophie kinsella.

I've just finished reading the novel। It's excellent, I love sophie Kinsella। Rencently( not quite i guess) I saw a new novel of hers,entitled Mini shopaholic, feeling like buying that one, but I guess I have to wait till my financial problem is stable. Till then ~

they say time heals everything, but i hereby, stand as, nuranira, still waiting till the time will finally come to change and heal my day. and i'll keep waiting.

Es una descarada - she's a shameless
por ser la mas hermosa - because she is the most wonderful woman
no tiene casi nada - she has nothing
pero le gusta la vida cara - but she likes expensive life

Y a mi me gusta ella - and i do like her
y se cuanto me ama - and i know how much she loves me
se que suena conmigo - i know she dreams about me
pero amanece en otra cama - but she wakes up in another bed

Y el dinero le robo su corazón - and money stole her heart
las mentiras le desarmaron el alma - lies won her soul
y me duele su dolor - and her pain hurts me
mucho mas que su traición - more than her betrayal
yo naci para quererla aunque se vaya - and i was born only for loving her although she leaves

Mujer de nadie, Mujer de todos - woman of nobody, woman of everybody
Mujer que mata, Mujer que duele, - woman that kills, woman that hurts
Mujer que entrega y que arrebata - woman that gives herself, and that snatches/seizes
Mujer tan cara, Mujer ingrata - such an expensive woman, ungrateful woman
Se que no me olvidarás aunque te vayas - i know that you won't forget me although you leave
yo se que no me olvidarás aunque te vayas - i do know that you won't forget me although you leave

En mi cartera guardo su foto desgastada - i keep her old picture in my wallet
es mi mayor fortuna y mi desdicha - she's my bigger fortune and my misfortune
la Descarada, yo seguire mi rumba - the shameless one, i'll keep on my way
el mundo no se acaba, esta vida es muy corta - world is not ending, this life is very short
te cobra y te paga. - it charges you and it pays to you

Y el dinero le robo su corazón - and money stole her heart
las mentiras le desarmaron el alma - lies won her soul
y me duele su dolor - and her pain hurts me
mucho mas que su traición - more than her betrayal
yo naci para quererla aunque se vaya - and i was born only for loving her although she leaves

Mujer de nadie, Mujer de todos - woman of nobody, woman of everybody
Mujer que mata, Mujer que duele, - woman that kills, woman that hurts
Mujer que entrega y que arrebata - woman that gives herself, and that snatches/seizes
Mujer tan cara, Mujer ingrata - such an expensive woman, ungrateful woman
Se que no me olvidarás aunque te vayas - i know that you won't forget me although you leave
yo se que no me olvidarás aunque te vayas - i do know that you won't forget me although you leave

Mujer de nadie, Mujer de todos - woman of nobody, woman of everybody
Mujer que mata, Mujer que duele, - woman that kills, woman that hurts
Mujer que entrega y que arrebata - woman that gives herself, and that snatches/seizes
Mujer tan cara, Mujer ingrata - such an expensive woman, ungrateful woman
Se que no me olvidarás aunque te vayas - i know that you won't forget me although you leave
yo se que no me olvidarás aunque te vayas - i do know that you won't forget me although you leave

Howdy people? it's been a long time since i last posted a something to my boring blog. I know, I know, my blog is darn boring.

with the scattered margin,

the sentences and posts are not well-written.

haishh.. i guess i should go to english class to fix my language.

anyway, I just wanna say, life is about being aware, which means, you have to drunkenly, joyously, serenely, divinely aware.savvy?

till then~ i wanna sleep now.

u know what, i like driving.. but i hate the QTI thingy. fuck! what the hell.. i am a learner! i didn't learn it for free! i paid! why couldn't u use better words.. now, i lose my guts to drive! ughh!pfft!

May the wind always be on your back and the sun upon your face and may the winds of destiny carry you aloft to dance with the stars.

Love is just like life, its not always easy and it does not always bring happiness. But when we do not stop living, why should we stop loving.